oh my god

May. 4th, 2011 07:57 pm
gyzym: (Arthur/Eames/Snake)
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Okay, so, um, I am going to post an essay (ahahaha that makes it sound like it's professional ish, IT'S NOT BUT WHATEVER) about bisexuality in a couple of minutes here, but I had to. Oh, god, I had to stop and make this post first, sorry for spamming you today, but I just found the Inception love meme and my thread on it and I just. You guys. You guys. You guys.

I have been having a tough time lately, RL-wise, and I just. I am seriously sitting here with tears in my eyes, because jfc, Inception fandom, I haven't properly written anything for you in MONTHS, every time I look at my Inception fic folder I am full of shame and frustration and dhfjskdfs because why, why on earth won't Arthur and Eames just fucking TALK TO ME AGAIN, they were so chatty once and now they are mockingly silent, and I have felt so bad about it. I have felt so bad about it, because I want to write all the fic in the world for you guys, I want hearts and rainbows to come out of my fingers and land on your computers, but it hasn't happened, and I can't make it happen no matter what I do. I get writer's block on specific things rather than across the board and it has been my great unending AGONY that my voice there has been gone, and so to see...to find this thread of people with just, with so much compassion and so many kind things and I just. Thank you. Thank you so fucking much, each and every one of you, you brilliant, hilarious, moving, glorious people, writing amazing stories and creating incredible art and building this community full of so much joy and kindness, oh my fucking god. Your opinions mean the world to me, and. Just. Thank you, and I swear to god that when these stupid boys with their expensive suits and their repressed feelings and their hobby of world-building come back to me, you will be the first to know.

Basically: Inception fandom, ♥ ♥ ♥.

Date: 2011-05-05 12:01 am (UTC)

Date: 2011-05-05 12:07 am (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] chaoticallyclev.livejournal.com
Psh, don't feel bad! Obviously Arthur and Eames are too busy having some ~alone time~ to talk to you right now. :D?
♥♥♥

Date: 2011-05-05 12:08 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] victoaris.livejournal.com
Oh <3

Even if you never write another Inception fic again, you've already left your mark on our hearts.

Date: 2011-05-05 05:21 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] elainasaunt.livejournal.com
This. Times a gazilllion.

Date: 2011-05-05 05:34 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] false-alexis.livejournal.com
Yes, this, exactly this.

Date: 2011-05-05 01:46 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jacobella41.livejournal.com
this. you're the one who made me dive deeper into the fandom, your fic was my gateway drug and i've never been more pleased.

Date: 2011-05-05 12:13 am (UTC)

Date: 2011-05-05 12:16 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] saavira.livejournal.com
Oh, bb, don't worry about it! Just remember that you're fucking awesome :D Don't stress so much. I'm sure everyone understands that muses come and go as they please.

Also, this fandom! So much love!!! I haven't heard of a single kerfuffle and everyone is just so super nice about everything! It's RIDICULOUS, in the best way possible, of course.

Date: 2011-05-05 12:18 am (UTC)

Date: 2011-05-05 12:20 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] despez06.livejournal.com
Thank you for what you have already written, though! If you never write another word of Inception fic again, I will forever hold you in my heart. Domestic!fic has become the standard by which i judge everything else in this fandom. Seriously, so many hours of sleep lost to my reading it over, and over, and over again. Thank you!!!
♥♥♥

Date: 2011-05-05 12:43 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] illian.livejournal.com
Love ya

Date: 2011-05-05 12:50 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nianeyna.livejournal.com
omg I didn't know the Inception Love Meme was A Thing! I have to leave for work now but as soon as I get back I am leaving comments full of joy and happiness for anybody I recognize.

Also, There Is No Guilt Here! I'm not gonna pretend I don't want more Inception fic from you, because I obviously do, but I'm going to paraphrase something I said to [livejournal.com profile] katieforsythe when she was feeling down about not writing in a while: your fic is a gift that you've been generous enough to share with us. It's not something that could be diminished even if you never wrote another word: it can only be added to. ♥

Date: 2011-05-05 12:51 am (UTC)

Date: 2011-05-05 12:55 am (UTC)

Date: 2011-05-05 12:58 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kyasuriin.livejournal.com

♥ ♥ ♥

don't feel guilty at all! Inspiration strikes when you least expect it.

Date: 2011-05-05 01:50 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sejitsu.livejournal.com
♥ ♥ ♥

You are ~flawless~ :) Your Domestic Verse is pretty much my headcanon, and I always go to re-read them when I've had a particularly bad day. <33

Date: 2011-05-05 02:22 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sour-idealist.livejournal.com
Don't feel guilty! You've already given so much to this fandom.

Date: 2011-05-05 03:46 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] zenelly.livejournal.com
Oh Jizz, you're fine. Writer's block can be a pain in the ass, but I think that everyone here agrees that we just like seeing you write whether it's for H50 or Inception. Besides, you're fantastic. The Domestic!Verse and ... (I was going to list more, but the list would boil down to "Everything you ever wrote") are great, for their writing and just for their characterization.

Keep calm and wait for the kick.

Argh, how do you make those cute little hearts?

Date: 2011-05-05 03:58 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] flyingichthyo.livejournal.com
<3 I'm really looking forward to your essay!!
From: [identity profile] mistresscurvy.livejournal.com
& hearts ;

Just take out the spaces between the & and the ; and you'll get ♥

Which also happens to be how I feel about [livejournal.com profile] gyzym, HOW ABOUT THAT.
From: [identity profile] flyingichthyo.livejournal.com
YES, WE ARE IN AGREEMENT. ♥ xoxo

Date: 2011-05-05 04:09 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] earth-is-a-star.livejournal.com
Lovely people should not feel sorry for things they cannot help. They should feel lovely!

Date: 2011-05-05 05:07 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] winterlive.livejournal.com
oh jizzy. <333

Date: 2011-05-05 08:21 am (UTC)

Date: 2011-05-05 12:14 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] fandorina13.livejournal.com
Like the others... Don't worry about that bb, you gave us so much love with your fics already. The domestic verse has litterally become a security blanket to me, and I read it when I'm sad or wistful or nostalgic and it makes me so happy. And then I reread it too when I'm fine and happy and it's still awesome and sweet and all I want in a piece of fiction.

Date: 2011-05-05 05:25 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mad-musing.livejournal.com
Oh, please please don't stress out, Jizz, please! ♥ Your domestic!verse fics are pretty much some of my favorites EVER and they make me all warm and fuzzy.

And the thing is, that's what was so great about them. They were so full of emotion - of pain and angst and love and beautiful feelings.

So please don't stress. You write what's speaking to YOU. I'm adoring your H50 fics just as much as your Inception fics or your White Collar fics. We love you for writing, simple as that! ♥

Date: 2011-05-05 06:50 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ohfreckle.livejournal.com
♥♥♥

Don't feel guilty I will happily re-read domestic!verse another thirteen times, until they are ready to speak to you again ;)

Date: 2011-05-06 05:23 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] seschat.livejournal.com
I LOVE YOU

I DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU

BUT I LOVE EVERYTHING YOU DO

how can one human being be so fucking talented, hilarious, intelligent and so incredibly kind at the same time?!?! :-//// I DON'T KNOW OKAY

BUT HERE YOU ARE, GOSH :-////

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